Where am I now?

This essay reviews the work undertaken and developed during the past few months of my Fine Art MA course.  Research into the relevant critical theory will be referenced and alongside this the practice and writings of relevant artists will be examined and discussed in order to support the work.  Paradoxically, exhibiting in the James Hockey gallery and the Lewisham Arthouse has crystallised my interest in making and showing work in a less formal manner than previously and this has also clarified my interest in less conventional or traditional spaces.   Alongside this realisation, an interest in the element of not-knowing and in the fostering of an element of potentiality in the work is beginning to emerge. 


The scale of the work has changed.  Both the finished pieces and the materials have increased in size.  The fine wool, the linen and the flax yarns have been replaced by bailing twine and sisal rope.  An iron cattle collar has replaced the small wooden screwdriver handle that fits comfortably in the palm.  The change of scale is not in any way a search for monumentality but rather to draw out the references to people, to accentuate the allusion to what it is to be human.  According to Henry Moore ‘There is a right physical size for every idea’ (quoted in George 2014:91).  The search, through the use of these different materials which require more physical effort and the involvement of the whole body, is for a language to explore our relations as people to the world around us, to the place in which we negotiate our everyday lives.

Protagoras, the Greek Philosopher, stated that ‘Man, not the universe, is the measure of all things’.  The change of scale has allowed the work to allude more obviously to the body.  The introduction of clothes rails in the work reinforces the allusion.   The structure of the rails allows the elements of the work to hang within a well defined edge.  The use of more than one rail enhances the opportunity of dialogue between the work and the space in which it exists.  It should nonetheless be remembered that contrast in scale and the presence of small details and finer materials have the power to draw the viewer in.



… women sculptors … persevered, creating unique form from uncommon and found materials, often loosely based on or evocative of the body and its processes.  They followed the direction of the knot, let the rope lead, stretched fabric, pierced the surface that the wire slips through, closely observed the angle at which a form looped or curved back on itself.  They created works that are rooted in handwork:  process-based, non-narrative, profoundly tactile and fundamentally experimental.  (Coxon quoted in Wright (ed) 20017:33)

Several links to the recent development of the work can be found in this extract written by Ann Coxon in relation to women sculptors published in the book accompanying the textile exhibition shown at the Turner Contemporary in 2017.The materials and the working methods referred to by Coxon have a direct relevance to the making and construction of several of the most recent pieces of work.

Work in Progress,  2019 (sisal, electrical tape)

Work in Progress, 2019 (sisal, electrical tape)

The materials have not only changed in scale, but also in nature.  There has been a growing awareness of the questions which can be asked by the juxtaposition of different elements:  the yielding nature of the thread against the hardness of the marble, the disarray of the tangled skein set against the tension of the taut line, the weight of metal anchoring a suspended paper structure.  Does the meaning of the work, what Marcel Duchamp refers to as ‘the work of the work’, sit in the liminal space between the physical and the ephemeral?                        

The texture of the materials invites the viewer to experience the work as a whole body experience.  Merleau-Ponty asserts that we decipher our environment, the world we live in, our position in it, by using all our bodily senses.  In contrast to the philosophical view that consciousness is the locus of this knowledge, Merleau-Ponty posits that we encounter the world through our bodies.    Texture engages with memory.  Though we may not be allowed to touch something, the act of looking alone can trigger our sense of touch by engaging our stored textural recollection and thus allowing the viewer to become more fully involved with the work.

The tactility of the materials is part of the message.  The texture of the materials from the smoothness of bone or the roughness of rope to the coldness of metal are triggers for our senses beyond mere sight.  Through these sensations it is hoped to trigger a greater awareness of how we connect to the world around us and how we might lead more stable and grounded lives.

In his theory of hyper-reality, Jean Baudrillard asserts that it is no longer possible, in post modern culture, to separate reality from representation. The real, the artificial and the copy are now indistinguishable.  Only simulacrum remains.  Not only do we live our lives through the filter of social media, but the function of places has become blurred.  The work space can be an office, home, train, bus or even a coffee shop. How often do we photograph landmarks rather than look at them?  The experience of being in a place has become subservient to the making of, often digital, memories.  Earphones separate us from our environment and from the people around us.  While we naturally engage with both existent communities as well as digital communities, the purpose behind these works is to celebrate the connections we have with the place and spaces in which we live.  

As a reaction to the new reality, my work uses physical objects to explore what it is to be human and our connection with the world in which we find ourselves.   The use of materials such as bailing twine provides a clear link to agrarian communities and the land on which much of our livelihood still depends.  The juxtaposition of antithetical materials such as the plastic twine and animal bones seek to emphasise the role of the human in the husbandry of the land and our place in the world among animal and plants. 

 Most of the elements in the work are made of mundane matter and carry none of the value associated with precious materials.  The reference is not to monetary value but rather to the value of manual labour and of having the skills required to forge an embodied life.

The use of found and gathered objects in the work offer a visible link to history and of creating a concrete connection to craftsmen in a past we cannot know.  Well made tools were treasured and the marks of time they carry should be read as a badge of honour, a testament to the skills of previous owners, bringing to mind William Morris’s vision to create meaningful everyday possessions.  The survival of these tools and artefacts attest to the authority vested in the objects.  These are representations of skills we may be in danger of losing. 

The knot securing the animal skull is reminiscent of a noose.  The brutal allusion is intended to encourage the viewer to confront our mortality and to act as a reminder that all life is transient and is something to be appreciated and treasured. 


First, when I work, it’s only the abstract qualities I’m working with, which is the material, the form it’s going to take, the size, the scale, the positioning, where it comes from – the ceiling or the floor.  However I don’t value the totality of the image on these abstract or aesthetic points.  For me it’s the total image that has to do with me and life.   (Hesse, quoted in George 2014:91)


Curation and exploration of site

The intention is to develop the practice with a focus on curation and the way forward is likely to include making and showing work in places outside of or away from traditional gallery spaces.  The standard white box offers a passive environment in order to focus attention on the art works themselves.  The conversation between object, site and meaning is a multi-layered one.  The location adjacent to a sculpture inevitably brings with it its own memories and associations.  The viewer too will read the site according to his or her history.  An outdoor site is less controlled than an indoor one and is likely at the very least to be subject to variations in the weather.

To disseminate the work in non-standard situations is to invite the possibilities for more spontaneous and for less formal and more casual engagements with viewers in unexpected circumstances.  The dismantling of Land Line on the Surrey Heathland was paradoxically more interactive that setting up.  This may of course have been pure chance or, with several weeks between setting up and taking down, a function of the seasons and weather conditions.

The Apopoclectic show by MA students in the James Hockey gallery allowed works to breathe and inhabit their own space.  The generous gallery space encouraged the display of work in a manner which encouraged thinking about how the curation affected the message.  As we experience works relative to our bodies, the placement of elements high on the wall or low on the ground will require some effort of the part of the viewer.  Our field of vision will require us to stretch our gaze upwards and to lower our gaze, perhaps bending over slightly to look at elements placed on the ground.  The absence of a plinth removes a formal element and allows vernacular presentation, more suited to the message.

Apopoclectic Show , James Hockey Gallery, Farnham 2019 (Flax, marble, bone)

Apopoclectic Show, James Hockey Gallery, Farnham 2019 (Flax, marble, bone)

The act of weaving in the gallery while the show was open was a new departure.  The act of spending time with the work was reminiscent of Anthony Key’s explanation of his profound need to put something of himself into the work by spending time making it.  When showing work in a gallery space, plans will include continuing to make the work in the space for the duration of the show and also encourage visitor participation. 

At Lewisham Arthouse, the position of the rails in the space was in response to the large windows, a striking architectural feature of the room.   In addition, the placing of the rails in relation to each other enabled visitors to walk between and be within the work if they so wished.


Not-knowing and Chance

Bryony Fer has examined Eva Hesse’s working practice and argues that Hesse developed a method of working through a position of not knowing which was both productive and successful

Not quite knowing what something is seems a pretty good reason for repeating the gesture.  And part of its transformation from the stuff of the studio to possible work in itself was to make another glass case and then another.  To repeat was paradoxically, a way to make it her own and put her stamp on it.  Making several versions of a work was her normal way of working.

One of the many examples of this process begins with Sol LeWitt’s acquisition of a glass case, formerly a pastry display case, in which he kept six of Hesse’s Studioworks.  Hesse adopted this idea and went on to make several versions.  Not only did the cases themselves evolve as she made each one, but the contents and the manner in which she displayed the contents also changed.

S-111  , Eva Hesse, 1908 (Glass and metal case with 15 studioworks)

S-111 , Eva Hesse, 1908 (Glass and metal case with 15 studioworks)

The process of making, of arranging, of curating, of work evolving through various iterations is key here.  Experimenting with different configurations has been a feature of the development of the work in the run up to the exhibition at Lewisham Arthouse. 

Not only is it about the process of making, but also about the process of thinking alongside the making and ultimately of recognising what you are looking at.  The act of working through an idea with no fixed goal in sight keeps possibilities open.  The open ended process embraces chance and fortuity.  

I don’t like to be too prescriptive as the work needs a certain openness.  This openness is not just to do with a feeling of being incomplete, that things are left unsaid, but also that in the making there is something being found.  In this sense the introduction of a new material or a found object that jars the harmony or destabilises the rapport is important.  Included in this is a Romantic sense of grace, that something unforeseen can rescue the work  (Kiaer, quoted in Fortnum 2009)

To postpone the arrival to a completed piece brings the opportunity to examine the process and to arrive at a degree of clarity about the intention along the way. 

Rachel Jones writes: “Not Knowing constitutes … a condition of becoming, of the possibility of the not-yet and still-to-be’ (Jones, quoted in Fischer and Fortnum 2013:16)

Through the introduction of an additional material or an unlikely object, the dynamic of the arrangement will shift.  Jane Bennett posits that the body is composed of ‘a vital materiality’ that is able to think, to know and even to feel to a much greater degree than we can bring to consciousness.  Bennett proposes that all matter has limits and inherent possibilities and that our bodies together with the materials with which we are working are participants in producing the final form.  Material intelligence emerges from the interplay between our bodies and the media used in making work. Bennett describes assemblages as ‘ad hoc groupings of diverse elements, of vibrant materials of all sorts’ (Bennett 2010:23).   Jane Bennett posits that an assemblage is more than the sum of its parts.  The interaction between the various materials and elements produce something entirely new.  She also proposes that the competence of the materials are not equal, some will affect and be affected to a different degree.

‘you cannot make what you want to make, but what the material permits you to make … each material has its own life … we must not try to make materials speak our language, we must go with them to them to the point where others understand their language’ (Brancusi quoted in George 2014:21)

Each material has its own characteristics.  Many of the materials in the current assemblage are flexible and malleable.  They bring to mind Robert Morris’s industrial felt cut into strips.  The nature of the thick felt in combination with the slits allows for the potential that the work might take on a different shape every time it was re-installed.  The latter may include the use of rules and elements of chance thus incorporating an element of not-knowing and of possibilities as yet unknown through an element of game playing.

Robert Morris embraced the element of chance when working with cutting industrial felt into strips and allowing the work to take on different shapes each time it was rehung.

… there’s the information, that made the thing.  But, every time it’s set up, it’s different.  And I can’t quite … that split is no longer a problem because somehow the indeterminacy, the open-endedness, of the thing I find very satisfying (Morris quoted in Jensen 2014:18)

Untitled , Robert Morris, 1967–8, remade 2008  https://www.tate.org.uk/art/artworks/morris-untitled-t14224

Untitled, Robert Morris, 1967–8, remade 2008


The potentiality of different configurations exists in Hermeneutics because of the nature of the malleable materials, the process of making and ultimately the resulting forms.

Hermeneutics  2019 Lewisham Arthouse (Mixed Media)

Hermeneutics 2019 Lewisham Arthouse (Mixed Media)

This is an exciting and promising venture which opens up unexpected possibilities.  Additional uncertainty accompanies the introduction of materials with little history.

Another way in which the work might be randomly reconfigured would be to invite visitors to move elements of a piece of work.  This could happen by leaving the choice to the  gallery visitor or for the move to be subject to the throw of a die or to predetermined rules to be chosen at random by the visitor.                       

By seeking out materials which have little or no appeal, rather than those which do, the element of not-knowing has been thrown wide open.  To collect material which has no intrinsic appeal is a new departure and one to be welcomed in so far as it offers new possibilities.  The element of not-knowing is likely to be more pronounced as time will have to be spent in growing to discover and exploit the characteristics of these new materials.

Hermeneutics , 2019 Lewisham Arthouse (Vacuum cleaner hose, rust dyed fabrics)

Hermeneutics, 2019 Lewisham Arthouse (Vacuum cleaner hose, rust dyed fabrics)

The vacuum cleaner pipe is light, flexible and hollow.  This offers many possibilities which goes some way to make up for its initial unprepossessing appearance.



This latest module has been a time for change and progression.  The scale of the work has increased.  This, together with a scaling up of materials used, has allowed for greater somatic involvement in the making process.   Placing of the work within the exhibiting space is to be given greater consideration whenever possible.  The materials themselves have become less homogeneous.  The engagement with tools continues but the addition of potentially uninviting or startling objects demands a greater degree of openness in order to integrate them successfully into the work.  This new departure is full of potential.  Plans will be made to consider curation and to find spaces beyond traditional galleries in which to make and show work.


Coxon, A. (2017) Making Something from Something: Towards a Re-definition of Women’s Textile Art in Wright, K. (Ed) Entangled: Threads and Making.  Margate: Turner Contemporary

Fischer, E. and Fortnum, R. (2013) On not knowing what Artists think.  London: Black Dog Publishing

Fer, B. (2009) Eva Hesse Studioworks.  New Haven and London: Yale University Press

George, H. (2014) The Elements of Sculpture London and New York: Phaidon

Martin, S. (2017) A Way of Waiting Peacefully: Some Works in Entangled in Wright, K. (Ed) Entangled: Threads and Making.  Margate: Turner Contemporary

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Sudjic, D. (2009) The Language of Things London:Penguin



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In conversation: Anthony Key (artist) and Katie Hill (Sotheby’s Institute of Art, London) 24 November 2018.


more of an avalanche, Wysing Arts Centre

more of an avalanche is a group show running at the Wysing Arts Centre, Cambridge until 8 April 2018.

Developed from events held at Wysing in the preceding year on the theme of Polyphonic, the show does indeed include many voices.   So many in fact shown both in the gallery and the screening room, that it is demanding for visitors to give due consideration to all the works in one visit.  There is however no denying the unifying thread holding the show together, cutting through the undertones and emphases explored in the varied works.  The disparaging term ‘snowflake’, much beloved of the right, is the hook on which the exhibition is built.  Helen Cammock’s seemingly modest lino-cuts best encapsulates the show in its entirety.

Helen Cammock, Untitled (Over-sentive and De-sensitised) 2015

Helen Cammock, Untitled (Over-sentive and De-sensitised) 2015

Divide and Rule Never (1978) and True Romance Etc (1982) by Isaac Julien and The Newsreel Collective anchor the premise of the exhibition in historical context, reminding visitors of the longstanding use of insults to make light of the protests of (largely) left wing dissenters. 

In contrast, further into the gallery, more recent works signpost the contemporary belief in the power of numbers, as evidenced by the #metoo campaign, alongside the emergence of an optimistic willingness to embrace differences and to accommodate the other.

 In the first photograph of Adopting a Father (2015-) the human figure is absent:  the image shows a stripy top forlornly draped over an empty chair.  The remaining 25 photographs are displayed as a grid and all include the artist and at least one other person. 

Ilker Cinarel, Adopting a Father (2015-)

Ilker Cinarel, Adopting a Father (2015-)

Throughout his practice, Ilker Cinarel has explored the themes of men and masculinity. In the same year in which he began Adopting a Father, Cinaral produced Closer (2015) in which he reimagined a new relationship with his father.   In the piece showing at Wysing, Cinarel also (re)constructs his past.  Using painful memories as a stimulus for creativity, he stages (re)presentations of archetypal father and son love.  In response to adverts placed in his local area for a temporary father, the artist invited respondents to a photo shoot.  Cinarel and the strangers were photographed in a simulated photographic studio.  This is a conceptual photographic work in which the outcome was unknown.

The formality of the setting highlights the varied emotional responses.  Some participants appear relaxed, others uncomfortable and tense.  The work appears to question not only the nature of the father and son relationship but also to highlight the plastic role of the father figure and the fluid character of the concept of family.  Physical contact, the gaze (between people and between people and the camera) and the absence/presence of love are all questioned.

Without the interactive elements and social media campaign which ran  alongside the making of the work, the viewer now is required to draw more deeply into their personal experience of the parent-child relationship and is invited to reflect on the making of new memories.

As with many good exhibitions, more of an avalanche is a show that leaves visitors with more questions than it answers and with more questions than they arrived with.








Exhibitions mean Deadlines

It is time to stop making, experimenting with presentation and to stand by a decision.  An opportunity to take the work out of the studio is most welcome.  Putting work into a public space creates a very different dynamic to playing with curation ideas in the safety of the studio and will often lead to more ideas for display or about the very nature of the work.

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It is always helpful, if at all possible, to get a feel for the gallery space during the planning stages and to gauge the local audience.  In the case of the Linear Gallery, it is long and narrow as well as being a main thoroughfare.  What I am describing is in effect a busy corridor!  This has implications for the safe placing of work and the safety of those using the space.  There was the possibility of using an outside courtyard for display.  From earlier experiments, I know that the vessels can look lost without a strong, possibly geometric, element to work against and that arranging the elements ‘haphazardly’ soon looks uncomfortably manufactured.

As it stands, the courtyard feels unloved and abandoned and does not offer a visually contained area or a strong linear element which the vessels need. While I would like to see the waxed paper vessels in the open, this did not present the best opportunity.  The vessels are in boxes for storage and transport and this accidental arrangement highlights the irregular grid pattern and the liminal space between the elements.  I decided to present the vessels in three galvanised wire crates. 



However, on the day I was persuaded to release the vessels from the crates and to display them on a wooden shelf in the gallery.  This worked better than I had anticipated.  I was concerned that a plinth would force an inapt feeling of importance onto the work.  However, the shelf feels part of the construction of the gallery, more architectural than plinth in character.  This, together with the texture and warm colour of the wood, works well with the fragile and transient appearance of the waxed paper, intensifying the tactile and quotidian nature of the materials.  The structure provides the geometric element and the containment that the work requires.

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Because they are light, some individual vessels, particularly those close to the edges, have fallen over. I was aware and indeed happy for this to happen.  It has dispelled any element of forced orderliness and added to the overall look of the display. 

En Plein Air

MA Fine Art students spent a day in Alice Holt Forest run by the Forestry Commission.  Students were encouraged to bring some materials to work with and the aim of the day was to respond to the site and to think of the forest as a space in which to work, a studio outside the studio.    Alice Holt Forest feels very different to the woods I usually walk in.  The organised car park, the well-defined and surfaced tracks, designed to accommodate large numbers of visitors, feel alien and a little disturbing. 

The relief at being outdoors though is the same.  Despite the cold, it is a thrill to choose a spot and get to work.  I begin with making rubbings of tree trunks, one a yew and one a larch (I think).  The bark feels and looks very different but the differences are less marked on the rubbings. The large pieces of paper are awkward to handle in situ but the grandeur of the woods deserves no less. The resulting marks may translate into a screen print to be used at some later point.

Next up is the ball of yarn:  walking around a small group of young trees, connecting them with the yarn.  Is this wrapping?  Or connecting?  Wrapping, in the way I think of it, has connotations of celebration or adornment, as a mark of respect or wonder.  I delight in trees and take pleasure from being close to them.  In this case though, I am making connections, in space and through time, in the way of making visible something abstract. 

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“The thing, however, is not just one thread but a certain gathering together of the threads of life.” 

Ingold T Bringing Things to Life 2010:10


On the way back to the car park, we see Cosmos, a carved wooden sphere, measuring two metres in diameter, installed in a carefully chosen site in the forest in 2014.  The work was commissioned by The Jerwood Open Forest from joint winners Semiconductor (Ruth Jarman and Joe Gerhardt).  On arrival, we had seen the video showing how the work was produced, taking data collected over a year in Alice Holt Forest as the starting point, demonstrating the links between science and art.  It is a clear illustration of how data can be translated into an abstract sculpture, how a work of art can be made in collaboration with industry by outsourcing production.

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Cosmos looks both at home and alien in its setting.  The material is in harmony with its setting in a small clearing, acquiring a gentle patina of moss, and yet the form clearly signals its human origin.

“These sculptural forms become unreadable within the context of science, yet become a physical form we can see, touch, experience and readable in a new way. Here, humanising the data offers a new perspective of the natural world it is documenting.”


There is something liberating in the physical activity and the somatic experience of using the forest as a temporary studio.  I plan to do more work en plein air.



Rachel Whiteread at Tate Britain

Remembering how much I had enjoyed Rachel Whiteread Drawings exhibition at Tate Britain in 2010, I wondered if I would find the current exhibition as exciting. I need not have worried.

Rachel Whiteread’s work has been much photographed but by offering visitors a view of most of the exhibition space from the entrance, the variety in scale, shapes and colour on show dispels any feelings of presumed familiarity.

Untitled (Stairs),    2001

Untitled (Stairs), 2001

Untitled (Stairs), 2001 immediately attract the eye, instantly recognizable for what they are and yet disturbing in their unfamiliar orientation.  This inside-outside, back-to-front discomfort resurfaced several times as I worked the room.  What really was I looking at?  This mild bafflement encourages closer observation allowing a gradual recognition of fine details, an awareness of the quotidian offered with a difference.

The scale of the larger works is impressive and yet here too, it was the small details I found touching.  Looking at Untitled (Book Corridors) 1997, I wanted to walk through the spaces between the book shelves.  I thought I could see the lines of individual pages. The light here struck me as odd, disturbingly eerie, so possibly I couldn’t make out that degree of detail. Does it matter whether I could or not?  I wanted to, and I felt I could.

The smaller objects offered on shelves were new to me and held my attention.  Who would have thought the inside of loo rolls could be so interesting?

Line Up    2007-2008

Line Up 2007-2008

The act of repeatedly casting the same object and presenting the results as a series, sometimes with a variation in textures and colours, calls for further investigation.  Repetition flirts dangerously with boredom.  So why do so many artists use repetition and make works built from repeated elements?  This is a question filed away under the heading of ‘What is Art?’ and one that I suspect will result in another blog post. 

I found myself puzzled by the casts of hot water bottles:  one on its own near the entrance to the exhibition and a series on a long shelf further into the room. 

Torso  1988        

Torso 1988        

Had Torso been untitled, as much of Whiteread’s work is, would I have given this piece as much consideration?  Something else to think about:  the power of a title.  I wonder why this torso is offered with the protection of an acrylic box.  Is it more fragile, more precious than other works?  Is the presentation signaling something to the viewer?  Looking at the shelf with nine casts of hot water bottles, I compared them to each other and looked for the differences in a clinical way, wondering about materials and decoration, which includes silver leaf!

The casts of doors and windows left me unmoved.  They were presented away from each other and appeared unrelated.  In the vast exhibition room, I thought of builders’ merchants.  They looked smooth and glossy and somehow devoid of character and I wonder if the lighting did them a disservice, perhaps not showing them at their best.

The works on paper were a joy and took me back to Drawings.  Looking at these, I was conscious of the artist's own hand, which appears absent in the large cast pieces which require a team of experts to create.

Suffice to say that I am looking forward to a return visit before long.

The exhibition is on at Tate Britain until 21 January 2018.